(Source: littlemiss)
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Crossing my fingers for Bailey’s and snow tonight.
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There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how.
Lyrics by Oasis
(via togetlost)
New Endings
For the first time since we broke up, I really missed M today. Maybe it’s because this is the longest stretch of consecutive days I’ve had off of work since our last trip to Boston, or maybe it’s just that lonely feeling you get toward the end of Christmas break. Either way, I want it to pass.
As I was putting away my new Calloway golf bag, I thought how a dreary day like today is perfect for nine holes and multiple Bloody Marys. I reached for the phone to call him and tell him to meet me at Hilman as soon as his shift was over, except it’s no longer 2010, I don’t live in Tallahassee and he’s now someone else’s boyfriend.
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We could play Saturday. It wouldn’t be any fun to rush 18 holes on Sunday with you complaining about missing kickoff the entire time.
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JGB except she dropped the B so just JG
Me:
Ugh. I'm a sinner.
JG:
One sinner talking to another...much worse sinner!
Me:
It worked out for you. I have a 20 something leaving raps songs on my voicemail.
JG:
It could be worse. You could have no book material at all, I guess.It has been a year since we started talking, and it has been 8 months since we stopped.
And here I am, ALIVE without you.
Here I am, strong & standing on my feet again.
Here I am, Not missing you, but missing the person I thought you were.
Here I am, Standing here on my own, without needing your shoulder to lean on.
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You are home for me.
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Every tree has an owner.
